urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deathangel_cutdeathangel_cutdeathangel_cutdeathangel_cut2006-08-17T06:36:40Zurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deathangel_cut:5604Just another post.2006-08-17T06:36:40Z2006-08-17T06:36:40ZOnly Crazy people Fall in Love with me--The WreckersI'm feeling very sad now and I don't know why?? It's one of those things that just hit you out of nowhere. It sucks, but there's not much I can do about it i suppose. Well I don't really feel like writing so I'm gonna go.<br />love you guys,<br />Maddieurn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deathangel_cut:3309deathangel_cut @ 2006-07-14T23:02:002006-07-15T06:18:13Z2006-07-15T06:18:13ZI woke up at 5 p.m. today.. lol That's what I get for staying up so late... People here are being very mean to me lately so I tend to spend less and less time here... I understand people don't want me to be hurt by Angie, but by just the way people are saying it hurts me.. I am a very sensitive person, so cruel words hurt me more than any blade..<br />I'm not talking about people wanting me to stay away from Angie, I can understand that, but do you honestly have to call me stupid, immature, crazy, ect.<br />I know you people can't be so mean all the time and yet when I checked my comments today that's all that I found.. Negativity.. Out of the 57 comments I recieved only 3 that even sounded at all caring. They brung up the same points, yes, but in a much nicer way then saying I need therapy. Come on that's not good for anyone. Really..urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deathangel_cut:1919nothing2006-07-07T02:44:34Z2006-07-07T02:44:34ZOMG i havent been able to get on for so long cause my stupid sister has been over here and i have no clue how to make her leave!!! (i'm not allowed to be on the computer) she decided to go to my brothers class, so i have till 8P.m. to be on... then i dont know when i'll be back.... it sucks but theres nothing i can do about it....<br />Angie e-mailed me yesterday, it was just some stupid word game all of her friends were doing, but, first, i dont really care for word games, depending on the game, and second, it's just wierd... ok so that doesnt make sense, but i dont know... i just think it's strange to try to reconect w/ someone who cant decide whether they want to care for u or not.... i'm sure she never meant to hurt me, but she did... <br />dont get me wrong, i'm over it, so i'm fine just being friends, but still.... idk...urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:deathangel_cut:1213Break Up2006-06-14T01:46:06Z2006-06-14T01:46:06Zwell Angie broke up w/ me today... She says she is really straight and for whatever reason she was just going through a phase where she thought she was bi... what's funny about all this??? well she was the one who started everything... if she wasnt sure she should have just said so. she should have just stayed away from me... it's her fault my ex bf dumped me, because i thought she was worth risking the man i had spent an entire year w/... stupid huh? <br />i dont miss her.. at least, i dont think i do? i mean i dont want to be w/ someone who goes and cheats on me the very second she gets the chance... Turns out she's not only gonna be straight, but she already has a bf, Larry... I know a lot about him.. When she was here all she could talk about was Larry this, Larry that... Figures she'd go to him... Apparentlly when she go back to El paso her family gave her a surpise party and Larry was there... I guess he told her that while she was away he realize how much he really loves her...!!! Gross me out why dont u!!! <br />whatever they can live happily ever after sucking each others blood.... After all that is there favorite little game... And u never know maybe she'll give him a blow job like she did w/ the guy behind the church!!!<br />Like i even care!!! i figured something like this would happen... it was only a matter of time....